Sitting alone just gazing outside the window, watching the moon keeping an eye on me. It has followed me everywhere as I move to different places in an attempt to escape from myself. I have not succeeded, not a bit. The past is a gaping hole. You try to run from it, but the more you run, the deeper it grows behind you. I have realised that my only chance is to turn around and face it.Past is a riddle which needs to be answered in order to open the doors of your future. Its a tough one, but I've decided to stand up to this challenge. It was not a choice to get into this situation or stay out of it. It is destiny.Destiny, I can't think of a better word for this right now. I am not in a state of planning something about my future. Dreaming is not my thing right now, probably this is the reason I am pressing these keys instead of sleeping. From my experience, I know dreams of any sort would destroy my path in this escape. Its not that I am afraid of wishing, its just that I don't want to see 'my-world' and the 'real-world' conflicting.
But lately the 'real-world' has been beautiful, much in sync with my dreams. There is a fear of falling into pieces like a broken mirror. But I know that I can piece myself together. In the process I will cut my fingers, my image will shift and I will change as a person. But change is an inevitable part of life and I am not afraid of change. I am guided on this dark road by a light inside me which originates in my heart and illuminates my soul. As I move on,
my life moves with me and moves with me the moon, keeping a close eye on me...
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